from a hospital

in a hospital for a week now. not fun at all but good time to think. feeling a bit better today. and i had a chance to use the internet so i am writing here. i don't have much time. and so sorry that i cannot write back the comments i get for now. but i am thinking about you all. i announced in my shop but didn't have time to write on my blog until now. thinking about lots of things in bed. hopefully i can get out here soon and have a normal life again. it seems things are all white or black. day time i see white and at night i see black. hope to see colors again. soon. soon. will see you soon.